It's the only way to live

I am in the process of evaluation. It's really about the "sickness" and what sort of havoc and weirdness it caused in the aftermath. One takes inventory and realizes things need to change, new expectations need to be met and then after awhile it fades and life takes you back to the everyday. Or not. I'm all for the process, it's just that so much gets in the way of regarding the experience as worthwhile.
Really what it is, is that I've gone back to reading the political blogs and seeing the vast chasm that has been carved out of our lives. That there is not going to be justice, or any sort of resolution for the likes of Ken Lay, George Jr, or Dick. Perhaps I'm feeding into the negative fear mongering that so permeates the outlets, but it works, anxiety is an enormous part of our lives because it made it possible for us to survive and evolve, yet now when that primal fear should have dissipated, it has become a central focus and polestar of our attention.