Vintage years

Jealousy is one of those things that kind of itches until you pay attention. I pay attention but it's something that makes me very uncomfortable.
Realistically I think it's a big motivator for people. It challenges what we think we are and how we perceive ourselves. In a movie, the music would be starting and the headband would be adjusted, the muscles stretched and the shoes tied. In my life, I do the opposite. I think that if something else is better, let it be more betterer by far. So far, that's worked well for me.