But don't

It’s been a hellava week.  There are things I’ve learned about human, specifically female, anatomy, and devices, that one may have to use on that anatomy, that I never could have imagined, and really never wanted  to.  But, as we age, there is significant  evidence proving that we have no, or very little say  as to how things are going to breakdown and pretty much stop working properly.
Jacob and Eve moved to California this week and perhaps because of the health component, I am distracted enough to not have processed that they are gone,
When that begins, I will truly  know the meaning of  relinquishing , surrender and, I’ll throw in yielding.